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| From the Ground Up - 23 December 2011Playgirl Corset | Blog | From the Ground Up - 23 December 2011 From the Ground Up - 23 December 2011A tiny tid-bit of my personal life I would like to share with you, my readers.
About 3 years ago, I decided I was unhappy in my office job. And I don't quite know what came over me, but I decided one day whilst sitting at my boring desk that I was going to make a change. I did some research and found the contact information of a very inspirational performer and asked if I could in any way be part of her burlesque show. She let me in and that's how I began to dance. At the events, the press took my photograph and from that, came my modelling career. Photographers wanted to shoot me and I wanted to start up my website: a match made in heaven.
I felt like I was on top of the world. Everything I wanted was mine because I wasn't afraid and I went for it. It took a lot of work, a lot of cold calls, a lot of money invested but I was getting to where I wanted to be.
And then (for personal reasons I'd rather not discuss) it was all gone. Cold turkey. I haven't been on stage or in front of a camera for near 2 years. And, although I miss it so very much that it hurts, I can't seem to find the confidence or the drive to start things up again.
Perhaps its the fear that something so concrete, so real can literally vanish in the blink of an eye.
Lucky for me, I am blessed with a wonderful husband who is always by my side and encouraging me to get back into things. He encourages my dancing and my modelling. The confidence hasn't quite yet returned, nor has the strength or motivation to kick things off again but I'm trying.
My point to all of you, my beloved readers, is this: don't give up anything you love. Not for anything or anyone. It isn;t as easy to get back as you might think. If what you do truly completes your life, then you NEED to believe in yourself and stick to it.
And if you're in the same state as I, then do feel free to write me @ ms.sabrina.grey@gmail.com. We can share our stories and some motivational words.
-- Sabrina
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